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Miss Owner  Stuff(s) Welcome! Everything I wrote here is an expression of what my heart feels. Do forgive me if I ever offended anyone in any kind of way. Good day! :) Footprints here!
| :'( i'm crying my heart out......
imagine that, comforting yourself that everything will be okay- everything will turn out fine... how i wished things are a lot more simple than that. but noo, it all went upsy tursy. :( i don't even know how to respond- i've lost all control of my life. and i don't know how to get a grip to it any longer. the more i tried, the more it gets hard. and each time, i felt my heart breaking even more. i wan't to return to where i'm the one controlling my life, it was beautiful and includes less pain. now- look at me. i don't know who i am anymore. hurting people i love, pushes away the ones i hold dearest to my heart, my grades went down the drain. *sighh.. and may i ask why? i missed the old me.. the one who is cheerful, the one who will tolerate more, the one who will give up rather than doing all the fighting, i missed my smile, and how it makes my heart feels- so warm. i missed my laugh, and how it makes me so alive. now- i'm turning into a cold, unhappy, and pathetic person. arghhhhhhh!!! this is killing me :( |
