(bismillahirrahmanirrahim)

assalamualaikum :) diari online ak da bersawang! =.= maaplah yee~ bukan tak nak update, takot ak mbebel kosong and abeskan mase korang free free je nt. ag pn, tak taw nak tulis psl ape, takot ade tsalah silap bahase ke ape. free free ag dapat dose wt orang trase. haihh, i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry *oke dahh, ckup ckup la tu i'm sorry ye. letih nak taep bnyak bnyak kali, hehe. sorry. ^^,

anyway, since i've been quite for the past few days or weeks-maybe, there's a lot of things that i would like to write about. how i've been doing, what do i up to, recent activities and so on~ haha, oke, tak nak taw pn takpe. just nak share, in case ade yg nak taw la kn :) hee~

i've been doing a lot of thinking lately. about family, friends, my life, my future. what will it be like? *yela, orang bnyak mase t'luang kan, penganggur yg bjaye la katekan!* hihi~ and also about my past. then i came to realize something. :)

hee~ life has its own ups and down, so do i- with families, studies, friendships, relationships~ haha, i don't know where all of this will lead me, but i'm so glad to have been through all of it. it teaches me to be a lot stronger and i know, no matter what, i have to sustain certain things to be a real somebody.

*sume orang pn camni kn? takyah nak perasan anda sorang je yg ade naek trun dlm idup la* hihi, okey la, true enough ^^, takdela, ape yg ak cube nak smpaikan sbenanye, naek trun dalam idup tu bnde yg sangat normal. tak selamanya sy, ak, awak, anda, beliau, korang, mereka atau sape sape je, akan stay kt atas. ade masenye akan jatuh jgak. *maaf. bukan niat di hati nak doakan keburukan, this is real life fact* tp wlaupn da jatuh, tak bmaksud kite kne terus dduk kat bawah kan.

jadikan kegagalan tu sebagai pemangkin semangat, untuk bangkit balik! hehe, *first tyme ase mnggunakan BM ngan baek sepanjang tulis entry nih* ehemm, oke oke, b'balik pd topik, kdang kdang kene tengok jgak dri kite sndri, ape yg kite bwt silap smpai kite jatuh. maybe salah dengan diri sendiri, maybe salah dengan orang laen, or maybe jgak dengan Allah itu sendiri.

kdang kdang jgak, kite yg tak sedar, bile kite da b'jaye, da selalu sangat bjaye, kite akan jd angkuh. lupe Allah, lupe diri, lupe family, orang sekeliling. btol tak btol? btol kan? and bile da jd camni, bile kite jatuh je, kite akan sedar balik ape yg kite da bwt sbelum niy. selalu nye mcam tu la. cari Allah, cari family, and orang orang sekeliling. cari sume yg kite lupekan mase kite da bjaye. maaf, tak berniat menyinggung sesape. the point is, bile da gagal dlm sesuatu, jngan point out kat orang laen, blaming people. tengok diri sendiri dulu sbb mne taw, mmg diri kite sendiri yg jd penyebab kegagalan tu. *reminding myself too T_T*

wuu~ bnyaknye ak bebel -__-'' da layak jd mak orang kot? oke, x! tipu jee! blom layak lg oke. anyway, yg pnting muhasabah dri, jgn lupe Allah, orang2 sekeliling, sntiase humble, jgn riak and angkuh sgt. sbb sekelip mate je sume yg kite capai, sume yg kite ade akan hilang dgn izin Allah. *still- reminding myself jgak*