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| it's okay, i'll try my best to understand the reason why, (bismillahirrahmanirrahim) assalamualaikum. okey, mood nga suey skang. korang takyah bace la k. niy cume luahan hati ak, monolog antare ak and dri ak sendiri. sorry. huu~ sbenanye ak agak sedih. tp ak skang selalu ckap ngan dri ak sendiri, "takpela fara, saba je k. ade hikmah sume niy jd. kau takley halang or kawal ape yg orang nak bwt, ape yg orang decide. trime dengan hati yg tbuke, insyaAllah kau kan oke. tengok sekeliling, ramai orang sayang kau, kau tak kseorangan." sedih? memang. sangat sedih sbenanye. tak taw knp bnde niy effect ak smpai mcam tu sekali. then again, i tried to accept it as a positive thing for me or my life. Ya Allah, bantulah hambaMu ini. ak memang tak kuat tanpeMu. ak baru je nak start study, then bnde niy came up. ak terkilan. then sekali lg bnde niy memenuhi ruang kpale ak. ape yg ak da bwt salah? ak salah ckap ke? :( ntahla. ak da janji tak nak fikirkan sangat bnde bnde yg dapat effect performance ak dalam stdy kali niy. but...sekali lg jd :( takpela, ak serahkan sume pd keadaan. ak tak mampu nak pakse orang trime ak, walaupn sbg kawan kn? |