(bismillahirrahmanirrahim)

i can feel my taste buds fading its sense of taste. any food substances that entered my mouth tasted bitter. :( i can feel the heat coming up my throat, making it worst than the last few hours. sore and pain are the only vocab that  i know right now. :( my sense of smell is fading away too. and i can't seemed to stop my nose from doing its job- secreting mucus. lots and lots of mucus. maybe some of you will say euww~ oh well, i can't to anything to stop it :(

my body temp is rising. and i can't even stand up straight. every-single-time i push myself to get on my feet, i feel dizzy, my vision gets blurry, and feels like going to faint. :( my coughs and cold is getting worst. my tonsil is all to blame, :( it is swollen again. and for sure, this time, my father would push me to go through an operation again :( i don't want an operation :(