Welcome! Everything I wrote here is an expression of what my heart feels. Do forgive me if I ever offended anyone in any kind of way. Good day! :)
assalamualaikum! huhu. no matter how much i'm trying, thoughts of you keep coming back. and last night, i happened to be browsing through folders of old pictures. and i found your pictures. when we used to skype back then.
with all the dramas that have been going on lately, i sure does need a reason to smile. and when i saw you in the picture, i smiled. i cried. but later on, i feel perfectly fine. thank you Allah. :') just like i've said before, i won't say it to you. i won't say that i lo** you. and i won't say that i mi** you.
all the words are like empty talks and promises as there is no guarantee that you'll be my future 'imam'. but, i'm still praying that on the luh mahfuz, your name is written together with mine. i wanted to prepare myself, to be a good muslimah. so that when the time comes, i won't be a burden for you. and i hope, you too, use this separation time, to prepare yourself. to be a good leader, in creation of a better ummah.
keep on praying, and never lose hope in Allah. insyaallah, someday, we will be. we did this for Him, He will ease it for us. i trust Him:')
p/s : NL's song is for you :')